Okay hi.

So basically, this is me starting afresh. Haven't deleted my old blog because well, the memories are priceless but here i am creating a new blog because i want new memories to happen. I know i've said i wanted tumblr to be my new blog but oh well, people change their minds.

So basically, i'm gonna start off my first blog post with a letter. 

Here goes.

Dear Body,

I'm sorry. I'm sorry I let you go through so much pain. Eyes, I'm sorry for making you look swollen and ugly, I'm sorry for crying. I'm sorry for straining you, for hurting you. Face, I'm sorry but sometimes, i just feel insecure. I'm sorry for covering you up with so much chemicals. I'm sorry for using so many make up. Hands, I'm sorry for abusing you. I'm sorry i pinch you when i get angry at myself. I'm sorry i used to cut myself. I'm sorry for the scars. Stomach, I'm sorry i skip meals sometimes. I just want to look skinny. I wanna look thin. I don't wanna be fat. I'm sorry, i heard you grumbling. I promise i'd never skip a meal again. Feet, i'm sorry for hurting you. Yes, i know how much you hate me wearing heels and how much my feet hurt. I'm sorry for spraining ankle :-( I promise to wear more comfortable shoes now. Lastly, heart. Hi heart, i haven't forgotten you. Not when i've hurt you the most. I'm sorry heart. I just can't control how i feel at times and i know you've been broken so many times. Shattered. I'm sorry heart. For opening you up too easily, for letting you break easily. Heart, i can't promise not to hurt you anymore. I can't promise who i won't or will love because i don't know what plans God has for me. I won't be able to see who's the one for me at one glance. Heart, i'm sorry. And thank you, for being strong. 

Sincerely, 

Michelle.

Till then xx