Friday, July 19, 2013

J's.


You want to know what i'm afraid of most? It's LOSING you. I've already lost you countless times, not this time please. It already took me so long to realize how much i actually love you. I cannot lose you. Because if i do, i would lose my smile, my laugh, my tears, my happiness, my bestfriend, my lover and my everything. You mean that much to me. I don't know what i'd ever do without you.
Thank you for standing by me, no matter rain or shine. Thank you for always lending me a helping hand and for never leaving me when everyone else did. Thank you for always believing in me and giving me chances after chances after chances. I feel like i owe you too much.
Sometimes, i ask myself, what if we never broke up in secondary 1? Would we be happy together now? 4 years. I'm glad i had a second chance to love you because loving you is the 2nd best thing that ever happened to me. Finding you was the 1st. I hope that one day, i'd get be called "yours" again. I love you baby. I love you more than i can ever imagine. Thank you for being ever so patient with me, for giving me the love i ever wanted, for spending a lot of time with me and for always being the reason why there's a smile on my face.
I'm sorry it took me this long to love you, i'm sorry it took me this long to realize. I'm sorry i hurt you.

I love you my king.

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